You were my brother 

my best friend

I thought you were dead 

so I ran away

Now I find out 

you fooled everyone

You have no honor 

your life will be mine

I thought

I was the good guy

I never meant 

to do any harm

At every turn

I got lost

You know I believed 

I had no choice

Holding on

tto my sanity

Obsessions depression

My anxiety

Holding on

to my sobriety

Addiction insanity 

total misanthropy